Day 10 – Someone You Need to Let Go Or, Wish You Didn’t Know

This one’s actually very tricky and, looking further ahead, I can see a couple of others that I’m also going to struggle with.

People have told me that I should consider ‘letting go‘ of ‘May’. Certainly, I am trying to drop the thought of starting a relationship with her any time soon as she continually strives to fix what’s already there. But, I cannot bear the thought of losing her as a friend. She is special, to me and, like a lot of people reading this; I know how it feels when people ‘don’t bother‘ with you. I genuinely value and desire her friendship. When I try to describe the situation to someone, I feel they’re too quick to make a judgement. Or, perhaps I don’t explain it well enough… Not that I can claim to know exactly what’s going on; there is definitely a chance for friendship between us and I know that she values me, even when she finds it hard to acknowledge it. 🙂

I could easily mention my dad here as well! Yep, I could try to ‘let go’ of some of my anger towards him and, I hope that I can try to forgive him in time (in my own mind).

Sometimes, I wish I didn’t know him but, he does have his uses… If I never knew him, I guess I’d only be wondering about who he was and, making efforts to try and find him, with all the ‘surprises’ that could bring…!

Right now, I can’t think of anyone in my life who I feel should not or does not belong here. That’s the truth. 😛

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3 comments on “Day 10 – Someone You Need to Let Go Or, Wish You Didn’t Know

  1. WeeGee says:

    That’s a really good truth. Count your blessings lovely xx

    • Thank you, WeeGee.

      I was worried I was kind of cheating by not answering the question (technically, it’s not a question…) but, it is my honest response. 🙂

  2. I’m really glad that you feel there is no one in your life who shouldn’t be 🙂 That’s really good, and I think you should do whatever you think and feel is right with May, not listen to other people’s opinions because they never have the full picture anyway xx

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