Having just logged in to my account for the first time this week, I’ve received a notification to say that my blog is now officially one-year old! It’s a twelve month period that’s gone by pretty fast, even during the recent times where I haven’t been here regularly enough to write.
My blog is one-year old this month!
It’s true that I haven’t had an awful lot to write about or, where I have wanted to write spontaneously, I haven’t been able to sit down here and do that. Perhaps I should finally invest in a small notebook to at least keep the thoughts on record? We take a week off from the CBT course this week because of the Bank Holiday (I hope you’ve all had a good one) with the final session to come next Monday. In order to put something new on these pages, I am going to write this evening, about a situation that has signified some of the positive change within me.
My posting has been infrequent here lately and it’s even more rare to find a second post from me within the same day. Usually, it’s not a great sign. Or, at least, an indication that something is troubling me.
After writing my previous post this morning, I felt as though I was lying to myself. Although I didn’t write it, I wanted to try and portray the message that I was okay with having nothing to do today and no-one to see… I wasn’t. I haven’t been alright. In fact, since I woke up this morning after my most disruptive night’s sleep for several weeks, I’ve felt like bursting in to tears on several occasions. Continue reading →
There’s one issue in my life that’s been quite a ‘theme’ for this blog in recent months and it’s not something I’ve openly written much about lately. There are a few individuals who I’ve confided in with this (you each know who you are) and I appreciate every effort you have made to just be there and support me and my own thoughts.
Now, it’s time for me to make my own decision. In fact, it’s one that I’ve already made…
I’ve changed a few of the lyrics but not all. If you want to see the originals, please click here. Credit to the Red Hot Chili Peppers.
‘Over the Bridge’
Most times I feel Like I don’t have a partner Most times I feel Like my only friend Is the woman I live for Descended of Angels Lonely as I am Together we cry
I thrive on her feeds ‘Cause she’s my companion I breathe for her dreams ‘Cause she knows who I am She sees my good deeds and She keeps me at distance I never worry Now that is a lie
I don’t ever wanna feel Like I did that day Take me to a place we love Take me all the way I don’t ever want to feel Like I did that day Take me to a place we love Take me all that way (yeah yeah yeah)
It’s hard to believe That there’s nobody out there It’s hard to believe That I’m all alone I wish I had her love Afraid, does she love me? Lonely as I am Together we cry
I don’t ever wanna feel Like I did that day Take me to a place we love Take me all the way I don’t ever want to feel Like I did that day Take me to a place we love Take me all the way (yeah yeah yeah) Ooh no (no no yeah yeah) Love me I say yeah yeah
Over the bridge downtown Is where I drove and stood Over the bridge “ This life just feels too much Over the bridge “ Forgot about my love Over the bridge “ I made my choice to stay (yeah yeah yeah) Ooh no (no no yeah yeah) Here I stay yeah yeah